Saturday, July 04, 2009
Well, i guess i am back to writing finally, after stopping about 3 mths...
Like yun, i've been unsatified with the company. There's just too much of management restructural and metrics. Feel that i am not being appreciated for my work even though i tried harder.
Now i am comtemplating to go and take up a masters, while doing some totally unrelated part time job.
My sis signed the contract for her scholarship, and have to go to aust for studies for 4 yrs! i'll be so lonely! Can i ask you girls out when i feel like a movie or a dinner? Ber might be going aust too. Cheez, everyone is going away except me.
Hehee, it's gonna be my birthday soon.
I want very exp stuff this time so i guess you can ignore the top part and look at those below.
1) iphone!
2)a jewelery from taka
3)wii fit
4) a swatch watch, ber is gonna buy that.
5)camera, kelly is gonna give me his.
cheaper ones:
6) a voucher from metro or takashimaya, i was looking at a paris hilton fur bag, or maybe i buy something else with it.
7) a webcam but a super good one, cos mine is so lousy, how am i going to skype with that when my laptop is gonna fly to aust with my sis?
8)a nice dinner
9)a japanese english dictionary maybe cos i am learning basic jap ( hell, i dont know actually i want it, hmmmm)
10) someone to play do all the group quests with me in World of warcraft! Anyone!
actually, what i want most is $$, cos i am real broke. i have money struck in my shares, spent on my usa trip and the rest is not that much. I am just saving up for, hehee, travel again lor!
Redang or bintan seems like pretty places. Yun's pics are so wonderful, and ber's ones too. I am jealous!!!! Maybe i can go...
i'm leaving the darkness of my past behind 5:00 PM
Saturday, March 28, 2009
A choice of crossroads,
if only it could speak.
Tell me how to make that choice,
how to be equal to everyone,
so it doesn't hurt...
When hurt become an ocean,
will i be sinking in it,
with a sinking feeling?
A plank of rescue layered a plank of guilt.
Spinning a lie of deceit,
live that lie,
lie begots life.
That lie become an enormous bubble,
will i be trapped in it?
i'm leaving the darkness of my past behind 11:43 PM
Like my sexy shades? Agnes B. It's super hot.
i'm leaving the darkness of my past behind 11:38 PM
had dessert at bakerzin, yishun...nice. And food at pepper lunch was cheap too, i got a coupon from wu xiang, had a meal with my sis.
i'm leaving the darkness of my past behind 11:33 PM
Sunday, February 08, 2009
25 things about turkey
1.The national flower is tulip. My favorite flower.
2.Tulips originated from Istanbul, not Holland. I already knew that…
3.Population in Istanbul is 15 million, far exceeding that of 4 m in Singapore. How ridiculously small is Singapore actually?
4.Ankara is the capital of this country. Strangely, I always thought it was Istanbul, looks like my geography is not that good sometimes.
5.One of the Turklish guys selling jeans at the grand bazaar asked me if I wanted to buy jeans, t-shirt or him. Frankly speaking, I was rather amused..
6.The grand bazaar in Istanbul is not worth going to. ( most of the stuff were so expensive that you wouldn't think about looking twice)
7.92% of the people are muslim. You don't think about eating any pork. A Korean would most likely be frustrated living there, as their food culture consisted quite a lot of pork.
8.In this country, USD, euro and their own money YTL (sounds like 'lee ra') can be used. Sing dollars in Singapore only. Hahaa…
9.The duty free shops in the airport have this sign "Everybody loves duty free", but I find it an irony cos I don't like it at all. Everything is in euro, how cheap do you think is that? A simple makeup concealer cost about 10.50 euro, when I can get it for less than 18 USD. Again, girls are girls; you can't expect me not to shop right?
10.The Chinese food there doesn't taste like Chinese food at all. But it's still great for a glutton like me. The cheese, pita breads, kebabs were fantastic.
11.The people love their tea super concentrated, it's so bitter that you have to add 2 sugar cubes into it. I normally drink my tea without sugar. I prefer chamomile tea instead. And to add on, I quit my addiction to coffee long time ago.
12.It's a muslim country but who says they don't sell beer? The beer is not bad at all.
13.Turklish like to stare. Tourism is not integrated into their lives yet. They think we look like aliens.
14.A lot of Japanese love to go turkey for vacation. A few guys selling souvenirs thought I was Japanese.
15.The ever famous turklish ice cream taste different at different shops. I prefer the one with more vanilla to the herbal one. And it hardly melt at all, you have to bite your ice cream:P
16.My mom bought a leather jacket at 40% discount. It still cost USD 500, and she says it's cheap… I didn't buy anything, becos I have no money*sob*
17.Majority of the people don't speak English. I got lost in a shopping mall and had a tough time trying to 'unlost' myself.
18.Figs, hazelnuts and pistachios are favorite of the people. The country is the largest exporter of hazelnuts.
19.Shopping in the malls is relatively cheap. The stuff are even cheaper than those in Singapore, I am amazed.
20.Again, coming back to food. Turklish delight (a kind of sweet) is a must buy. The sweets are awfully sinful. Don't think about buying the cheap ones. They will taste horrible. According to my cousin, the ones in Singapore are totally inedible.
21.I am surprised at how many sex selling advertisements channels on the turklish tv. They are supposed to be muslim right? Supposedly to be best at discretion? Am I wrong again?
22.The guys in turkey are really good looking. Almost more than 60% of the guys are good looking, I must admit. The lucky girls there. Too bad I am never gonna convert to islam.
23.The marriage is monogamy, even though they are muslim. I am really surprised. No 4 wives! Too bad. In Singapore, you can have maximum 4 wives if you are muslim, as long as the first wife agree. Life is not fair, why can't it be the other way round? Call me a female chauvinistic or am I naiveté?
24.I know I am supposed to write 25 things, i am getting bored. It snow in turkey ok?
25.Errrm, the water in turkey is actually not portable; do bring your water purifying tablets.
i'm leaving the darkness of my past behind 2:33 PM
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
It's like a karma for me. Once i thought i had someone good, that person turned out to be a disease, always at the moment that i decided to accept the person into my life. You in your dark heart know how much pain you brought to me. At least i see his true color.
Sorry to tell you girls the wrong info on xmas. I once again break up again. How many bfs do i need to have b4 i meet the correct one? I feel like a broken piece of vassal. Nothing can fill me up again. But i know he will live his life in more karma. I forgive you. I thought you are the one. But i am nothing but just a key to your twisted heart. I pray that life can be easier on me.
New year is coming, I hope everything ends the way it should be. Dont let the old days haunt me. Dont let the shadow cover my sunshine. Let there be a guide to my love. Someone who loves me and appreciate the way that i'm... A beautiful person, with a beautiful mind.
My heart feel like stone.
The tears of the skies, shimmering white.
Soul on the broken end of the flying kite.
Up up and away, high and might...
i'm leaving the darkness of my past behind 8:16 PM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
I had lunch at MA maison jap western restaurant. The food portion was surprising big and the salad i had was enough to fill my hungry stomach. Gosh, it's a nice place to dine in. I would like to try the wine though it's so expensive. I realised i forgot to say where it is. It's at bugis junction. Just by the corner onthe second floor. You wouldn't miss it. The price is reasonable too. And haha, the waiters are japanese. Practise your japanese there! The bill comes in a form of an old fashion key, reminded me very much of the medi period.
i'm leaving the darkness of my past behind 2:28 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2008
You wil not believe how many first times i had within this weekend.
I had my first time experience with turkish food at arab st with my best gfs on a friday night. Pita bread is a superb kind of bread that taste like a cross of chips with bread. Darn, only you can taste it for yourself, not mentioning the greyish dip that look supicious but taste marvellous. And i gonna bring my other gfs to have a taste of that experience too. Only bad thing is they dont segregate the smoking and non smoking area. Having a wist of strawberry flavoured smoke coming your way, overpowering your senses is not exactly your truly have something in mind. These ang mos, can you guys just smoke the water pipes downstairs? You have no idea what courtesy is huh?
My first try with bowling since i was a toddler. I got a 75 for first game and 39 for second game. Hahaa, must be beginner luck huh.
My first time to meet my new old frens after 8 years of not contacting. My fren already married and have a son. I feel ancient. What will happen after 8 years again?
My first time to know that an italian guy can be infatuated with me. I am still not dating him and am not going to do so... no italian food for the rest of my life, unless he eat chinese food and can babble in chinese finally.
Well, i always attract the wrong guys, i hope i can find the one suitable. Maybe i ought to reflect upon my behaviour.
Not mentioning the first time at a halloween party! It's crowded like mad. I can't believe the crazy people. Must be nuts. The first time to see a ang mo guy dressed like a drag queen in a supposedly zombie bride to be. GROSS! Thumper is the most crowded area. I can't even move man.
I am gonna write a story for the first time.
i'm leaving the darkness of my past behind 10:13 AM
Saturday, October 25, 2008
My trip is delayed. Postponed... Well, becos of few reasons i guess, so i am not leaving songapore now. I will inform everyone again. Sigh.
Anyway, i got back my medical report, saying that my total chlorestrol is abit higher than normal. I went and look up on HDL and LDL... My HDL is 80, so it's on the optimal. And LDL is 115, near optimum. Supposedly to be good right? So i am healthly right? But i was wondering what to eat and not to eat, to keep my LDL lower. I like it to be optimal, esp at my age. I certainly dont wanna atherosclerosis when i am older. Better to start prevention now. I read up some stuff: 1% dairy product, lots of veggies and fruits, wholegrain, fishes for meals... Ah, hard for me to avoid meat leh, i love to drink milk everyday also. Fishes are a no no but still i will eat...Blah. Veggies is alright, the mre the merrier. Fruits ah, i am always to lazy to cut them. *lazy bum* I need to increase my jogging...
Did i mention that i am going to learn diving? Since my trip is postponed, i might just as well. Hahaa, my colleague said i can meet some athletic guys. Crazy lah.
At the same time, one of my colleague introduced his cousin to me. He's an italian, a doctor working and studying for neurosurgery at NUS. Apparently he mentioned that he likes me, i don't know whether to believe him or not. Er, I dont know whether i can eat pizza for the rest of my life. And i certainly have no fare for pizza making. Our first date at pizza hut huh... He's not tall, though quite charming, a bit weird also. Why i meet weirdos? I admit people have weird habits, me included. I can't stand MCP guys though. Especially if the guy is def MCP and he strongly believe he's not most MCP of the whole lot. Well, at least, Sergio says sorry when he knows he irritated me. Haha, we already have disagreements. I like the way he says sorry, becos he's sincere. Ah, enough of this guy. Just that he's weird and foreign, that's why i am giving so much blog space to him.
Well, i am still hoping to meet someone who i can really communicate with. I dont think i am super weird, i just happen to meet all the super weird guys.
I wanna to go australia, i bet Sean is having a holla good time, speaking chinese in taiwan. He's on the way back to japan and then home.
Anyone going for halloween party? Any accessories to lend?
i'm leaving the darkness of my past behind 10:11 AM